So these last two days have been pretty rough. My parents had been on vacation for the last week in Maine, and were scheduled to come home today. But yesterday my dad called and told us that my mom had a stroke. They had to move her to a bigger hospital out there and the doctors still aren’t sure what caused it. I finally got a chance to talk to her on the phone today, but her speech is still impaired and she just sounded so afraid. I mean, I’m really grateful that it didn’t happen while she was driving or on the plane because things could have been a lot worse, but it just really sucks not being able to be there with her. If I could afford it, I would hop on a plane and be there as quick as I could, but it’s just not possible. And my dad wants us to stay here anyway. I just feel so helpless and I hate it. There’s an endless amount of thoughts running through my head. I haven’t really slept and when I did I just kept dreaming that I was sitting in the hospital by her bed, but she couldn’t hear anything I was saying. I just really really hope that she’s going to be okay. :/ Sorry for clogging up anyone’s dash with this, but I just needed to put it down somewhere. 

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2. wabes said: Dude, that really sucks to hear that. Yeah, thankfully she wasn’t driving and hopefully she’ll get stronger everyday! You be strong for her too.:)
3. blackchocolatte said: keep your head up, don’t let fear take over you, even in the toughest situations, we must learn how to keep in peace, and stay optimistic as possible, don’t doubt it, or assume anything else. take a deep breath and relax.
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